TATBILB 1

MY VERSION OF TATBILB 1

So, today i want to talk about my current crush number 1. Lets call him Zac Efron (not real name).  He is my course mate for the past 2 years since we are both pure biology students. Hopefully we will be parted ways in our 3rd year so that i can forget about him. :)

I get to know his name during our field trip to Mukahead at the end semester 1. That was because I was the one in charge to give out the room keys to other students. So, from the list, I got to know his name. I don't really like to know other people plus i am an introvert person (i guess so). I prefer to mingle with my small group of friends. Before that, we played the mafia game together as a group. I was one of the mafias that time. Before the game start, his friend, lets call him Noah Centineo (not real name), asked "are u rose?" and I was like "yup, that's me". and the game began. at the end, the mafia team won and I managed to protect my title till the end without getting caught (double jerk eyebrow). So, be prepared if u want to play mafia game with me.😉😉

As far as I can remember, I only talk to him once for the past 2 years. What a shy girl. That was because he asked me to look after his phone while he went into the sea for completing their group assignment. And after they had finished, I gave him his phone "here u go." That's all i said. u so funny la girl (laughing hard at myself).😅😅

After we finished the field trip, we had a test about the whole thing that we learned during the field trip.  on that day, after we finished the exam, his friend, that Noah was sitting behind me. he called me from the back. I turned to him. he said "Zac Efron called u". I turned to look at Zac who sat at the far corner of the hall. He was talking to his other friend as usual. What's wrong with this guy? Does he even knew that i had crush on his friend. I hope not. So, I just called it a day since we could enjoy the semester break fully and the tiredness from the trip didn't disappeared fully.

For the past 1.5 years, I always take a look at him and admire him from far away even when he was so near. Btw, as far as i knew, he has a lot of secret admirers. Lucky him. I tried my very best to hide myself from his line of sight since I don't like to be noticed by others. Furthermore, I don't like people to stare into my eyes since I worried that they get to sense whatever that I tried to conceal from others. I also don't stare into other people's eyes unless for important reasons. By the way, I'm not like other girl who managed to find someone on SNS, so until now I didn't find any of his SNS. It is a bit creepy for me to know that girls managed to find even little secret about someone they admired. I prefer to live my life as freely as I can and enjoy every moment that i have. 😏

I hope that I will not be in the same class with him anymore for the next 2 years so that I can forget him. it is better for me to focus more on myself. i am hoping he will not be reading this. For the rest of the story, i'd rather treasured it by myself.

 Best of luck to u Zac Efron and hope u lead a good life. 😉

peace y'all..

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